Wednesday, October 25, 2006

sem ender

okay, my sem officially ended last wednesday, as i passed my 122 take home exam. and now, i am patiently (uh, not too patient) waiting for my grades in 122, 133 and 134. es 10 has been super, because of the building skills of herc, and also for our es experiences. for that, i got a 1.00. my 2.00 in geol 11 is a very very nice blessing considering that the subject sucked so much. now, i won't pay attention to rocks like i used to (ew, this sounded very wrong). 197 was great, just what i expected.

and now the outing. the outing was fun. i had my try on the slides, and because i fear the speed (like what duane did--like a torpedo), i did it slowly. we played rapist-rapist, a variation of killer-killer where we have to guess who the rapist is. it was really crazy and twisted but really funny. before i deviate from the fun part, i would like to say, congrats OUTINGCOM for a superb outing experience!

okay, so fr night. i saw 3 shooting stars (and wished: 122, 133, 134. haha.). i had one of the best coffees i made (instant coffee). but maybe, i was just too sleepy that's why the coffee tasted so good. anyway,

Congratulations to the new members of UP KEM.

I'm so happy i can cry. But why, when i can just dance. Most especially to my anaks in PRC: Patrick, Oscar, Lily, Kara, Jaymie, Mary, Tricia and Ron. You all deserve to be in KEM, and in PRC, because you are such talented people.

To sum up this sem, i would like to say, okay naman. and that "okay" means so much to me.

just so you know, it sucks to be you.

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

ready. okay.

soooo... this is the newest "thing" in blogs. i was actually confused because everyone was making nickname posts. turns out PAT (mention, mention.) asked people around for these *sigh* posts.

anyway, i wouldn't want to go back to making that thermodynamic analysis just yet, so here goes.

Jerome: My preferred nick, because it sounds formal (haha.). Well, may root from laziness or maybe I did not care whether other Jeromes existed within 5 miles of me. School friends and other friends not from school call me this.

Jer: My housemates. And some people trying to feel close or something, but it's okay.

Diko: My cute and fast-growing sibs. Kuya when he wants to irritate me. And he succeeds...

Jay: Mama and Papa and some aunties, uncles and cousins. I don't know how or why it's me they called Jay, while my kuya's name also starts with "J".

Jerry: Cathy Fernandez.

JeRRRome: first, Claine only, then the rest of them.

Zsahroamme: my 3rd year high school Filipino teacher.

Jerby: A subset of housemates.

Jerber: Zsazsa.

Luigi: me. and some persons i'm trying to remember. but probably in the education sector.

uh. okay, that's it. and ozie needs this computer. now.

Thursday, October 12, 2006

in a box

i would like to live in a box.

a box that is full of wonderful things. of course, there would be a lot of food. i love different tastes. in this box, there is a different taste every single time. in this box there would only be the things i wanted to see. there will be no envy, no hate, no secrets whatsoever. there is no need for secrets, because there is no risk. there will be trees and flowers and no insects. life would not be always sunny, or colorful, or happy, but there would always be hope and passion. there would be nice music, not the ones that i hurt my ears, or are just plain dumb. this will be a large box that will contain all my favorite things. i could do anything i want in this box. there are endless cable channels in this box. i can also watch all movies. i can study if i wanted to. i can sleep and study if i wanted to. i am free in this box. there will be no censors, no restrictions. there is order in this box, and no double standards. this box is cool, and nice and perfect for me.

but it is all in my head. or really, outside, in the world. i just need to look at it.

but no. all fantasies remain fantasies. i just need to get used to eating a lot of ice cream. that's the closest thing to heaven on earth. and friends too.
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there are some things that i will have to stop doing. procrastination, somehow, i've minimized in six months. there are lots more. i promise, i'm working on them. :D
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happy birthday to my prettiest, most patient and most caring little sister: Dot (or Dotdot, as my lolo would fondly call her *tear*). happy 12th birthday. it's so nice seeing these baby sisters morph from cartoon-watching, doll-playing kids to responsible teens. :D

so why did i skip the 'responsible teen' part? just went from thumbsucking to ruling the world...
bah!

Thursday, October 05, 2006

partial blindness

i suffered too much on the 7 days of my milenyo aftermath life.

Thursday: Milenyo attacks
i was stranded in yia after milenyo hit (half of the time i was sleeping) with cathy, gary, lou and ozie. we came out at 3 pm to have lunch, and was very amazed by the fallen trees and electrict posts and branches. anyway, we finished eating and bought supplies before we went back. we passed by yakal and saw the large tree, which was uprooted, blocking the road. when we arrived at yia, we found out that we have no candles for the night. so gary and cathy danced in the rain to the nearest store for the candles, and some playing cards. (i guessed the price of the winnie the pooh cards=19 pesos) after gary and cathy came back, we played tong-its until we were tired. slept for a while after that. woke up and played go fish. ate our choco cereals with chocolait and slept.

i failed to finish the sp i was making.

Friday: Waiting for the Stop Signal
i set my mind to studying for 122 exam, but thought of a possibility of it being postponed. so, i texted mam r, asking her if the exam the next day will push through. no reply for 3 hours (i slept while waiting). texted her again at 12nn. no reply again for the next 3 hrs. tried to call her but i guess her phone got turned off (no more battery, i guess). so, decided that i should expect exam to proceed and studied at jollibee philcoa with lovely and friend. i met mils, ria and dada at jollibee and studied with them. but they had to leave soon. so i was left by myself, while lovely is with 3 other friends in other table. i decided to buy some food from mercury drug, but when i returned, sombody else was on the table where my bag is, so i transfered to a spot where i later regretted sitting. went over to joker, ceilo and lor's table. chatted for a while and came home with lalaine and friend. *winkwink*

Saturday: Blind and Eyes Closed
woke up at 7:30 am, took a bath and prepared to go to eng'g for the exam. just before leaving, i received a text from mam r that the exam has been postponed. i was obviously angry. i should have went home on friday. and i did go home immediately after that. got home where there was still no electricity. arrived as auntie gras and lola and claire were leaving with kuya marc to go to auntie's rented condo (because apparently, she and her daughter cannot take the heat and discomfort the blackout caused). i was left at home with my kuya and the missing househelp of lola (which charged her celfone somewhere, returning home at 7 pm, then playing all her ringtones. what's the point?). had yucky food and slept early.

Sunday: Into the light
i love waking up early on these days because i want to savor the daylight. but not too early. papa woke me up at 5 am to get water. he got his own water and i just stared at the stars in the pollution-free sky (thanks milenyo). saw big dipper, little dipper and orion. got back to sleep. angelo wakes me up so we can get water. so we went to the neighbor who has a lever-type well pump and gets water. after 10 gallons, tires. i woke up kuya by psyching him that he can't take a bath because he did not get water. sleeps after that. wakes up again as kuya finishes. goes home to our true house to sleep more because it's cooler there. goes home and waits for the darkness. auntie yoly arrives and brings us (me, kuya, angelo and my two baby brothers) to las pinas where lola and 220 V of electricity exist. had some comfort by drinking cold water, feeling the wind of the electric fan. but goes home at 7 pm, into the darkness. sleeps at 9 am. but falls asleep at 11.

Monday: Schoolday
wakes up at 5 am to prepare for school. got all smoke-smelling clothes that ate gina washed for me over the waterless weekend (my infinite thanks). goes to up with papa until quezon ave mrt station. arrives at up at 9 am. charges celfone to 20% capacity and goes to school. but sir e is missing for 30 minutes, plus che lab is closed. so no class. es 10 proceeds, though. there is electricity in these halls, and at home, hurray! goes to yia hall to do 3 papers for geol 11. but let's see.

Tuesday: Long day
finishes one paper at 2 am. sleeps. wakes at 4:30 am to do another. finishes at 7:30. goes home to change clothes after taking a bath, of course. catches a bit of weird asian power rangers before going to school. had 197 class, but can't go with class to shell tabangao. so sad. attends 133. exam pushes through, wednesday. 122-some power plant problem. goes home. sleeps for an hour. washes up and goes to jollibee philcoa to study with janine and ceres. transferred tables a lot. chats more than reads but finishes 133 coverage at 6 am. sleeps when feels extremely tired. goes home at 6 am.

Wednesday: Doom
Wakes at 10 am. eats brunch. takes a bath. watched a bit of homeboy where they featured gay diva impersonators (who sound like the real thing). went to school. went with pat to the admin. studied more on de/humidification. had 133 test. cries. goes home to prepare for yia overnight. goes to yia, plays hex for 3 hours. when ready to do paper, cathy needs to use computer for major reports. so, gives way. sleeps at 1 am.
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too much late to say but here goes.

happy birthday to the Dragonesa of the EC. the one the only:
Gary Laquindanum.
rawr.

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people are partially blind. or have double standards. we all do. although some really overdo it.

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"214,000 pesos ang offer ng banker. deal or no deal?"
"kris, sasagutin ko yan sa pagbabalik ng...DEAL OR NO DEAL!"