lashing out?

i'd prefer not. it's good to appear as okay as possible.

things to do:

• 140 paper - done
• 123 take home - done
• 197 exam - done
• bio 1 exam - done
• check on STD pub - done
• be around for help
• clean tambayan, jan 30 - done
• take the slack
• i2k7 boothing
• 140 powerpoint
• che week presentation
• eoea video
• sell brownies

good thing there's Heroes to cheer me up, and divert my attention from "self-suicide". but i had to keep my hands away from someone. i might strangle him/her or something...like Jessica (Niki's alter ego, Heroes) would do. but then, i'm joking.

so, more about Heroes. Mohinder (Sendhil Ramamurthy) has been named #10 worthless TV character. See who's in the top 10.
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had a lot of fun during pat's birthday week, including neglecting academic duties for Mall of Asia escapades (free pizza!). [but she did not make me neglect acads. it was another situation, i.e. my fault.] also, free pizza from pat also, that day, lunch. and some more free pizza from pat on the 27th, when we went to greenbelt/glorietta. so, Happy Birthday PAT! you are officially an adult. (or not.)
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LOU, good luck to your Comedy Royale gig. may you win and make other people's lives better through laughter, like what you do to me. :D
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election time again, but i'm not really too concerned because i decided to pursue other things ('aayusin ang lovelife' ba?) that i really wanted to do. coughinhinyerocough. of course, i still have a lot of duties, and will have another at the miting de avance (to help make the choice clear for others, hopefully in a non-biased way, you know, what's good for the org... hey! these are just the questions that any member of the EC should be able to answer at this point! no agenda whatsoever.). to all, candidates, good luck and may you be the right ones.
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update summary: still whiny, heavy and lazy. but did 2/3 of 123 exam without any help. a bit positive on life again, but suffers from bits of frustration.

i'm just hoping. i do not like to explode and destroy a lot of what we had built for the last year. whoa. maturity? (but they say, maturity is overrated nowadays.) what the hell? i'll just go and burst into flames. that would do the trick.