Friday, June 17, 2005

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*she sells sea shells by the sea shore*
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this week was filled with lots of deadlines. and yeah, i was caught, and i'm dead.

pat and i spent the whole week running from our 'nemesis' (not really, we interviewed the guards), and not even trying, at least, to write the two articles, one of which i thought to be titled Engineering imposes tighter security measures, with the subtitle To lessen crimes (or whatever) [but really...??]. hayy...

i also had a lot of (ahem...) meetings which imposed MORE deadlines. sharra told me yesterday that i should call at least FEATI about the inter-u thingy because the deadline for metro manila schools is TODAY. so, after my es 26 (=fun) class, i called up FEATI, and had a short 'marketing' talk with the director [not really, because, she agreed almost instantly]. also, i had been designated (unluckily) [with Nicole] by ate raissa to head the room to room activities for the next four days. [to invite people to come to Depsem, giordano sale and Orsem] this is not exactly a deadline. but basically, that's how it works.

on the deeply saddening part, i was a bit depressed for some days, mainly at night. (i don't know, i just feel it). but i was most depressed a while ago. i received my first plate (checked!) in es 1. i got a 9.4 out of 10, which i was most proud of (like shouting it at the rooftops). and most people told me, mababa pa nga yan e, and i was s disheartened. i was believing in myself, and thinking, ah, kaya ko pala yung es 1 eh.. but then, reality is much more important. so, let's see... [aaaa...masakit!!] (harsh! if someone got an 80++ on a really excruciating exam, and i told him, mababa pa nga yan e.. di ba? masakit...) but don't mind me, i'm an emotional moron...

i will get what i deserve naman e.

and that is not a 5.00 in ChE 32. promise, i will devote most of my energy (and in cases of emergency, charm) in doing my best, not just to pass, but with flying colors.

ge 1 is really not a very good subject, at this point. it's very vague and confusing and-- (yeah, you get what i mean).

hayy.. all i talk about is these acads or org stuff.. sorry, i'm not really into some tv show now, or some song.. but a book, yeah. i am reading Totto-Chan. it is a story (so far) of a girl who went to a different school, where children learn as how they want to learn. it's like a thesis about education, but literary.

hayy... i have to email mam gene (wonderful professor in ene 31) about the ppt presentation and her profile. *sigh*
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doodz: syempre kinabahan ka na naman sa trese, wushu... kayang-kaya naman. pero totoo, lagi kang kabado. hehe...

1 Comments:

Blogger ongkoy said...

oi!tinag kita...tignan mo blog ko...go!!!

June 28, 2005 3:16 PM  

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