Saturday, July 09, 2005

when getting older means that life is getting harder

the week passed by very fast and i was completely swept off by its speed.

wednesday was a big day. although i seem to have killed my academic life by spectacularly failing the es 13 exam, the orsem skit was a huge success. and huge is an underststement. that is why we decided to form skittles (totoo na ba ito?) which offers fun like you never had it. well the troupers pardon me for saying that we had the spotlight that afternoon. or the people were just drugged or there was something in the ice tea. but then, as i am a big attention brat, i enjoyed it (not the praises, but the play).

shocking! shocking! (but not really because my avid reders know this) yesterday we (pat+lou) were playing around with the settings in our es 26 computers. i was viewing screensavers when i came across this star wars-inspired text scrolling screensaver. i made it say something about U turns. suddenly sir hs appeared (out of somewhere) and looked at my monitor. he saw it and asked me, "are you doing research on U-Turns?" (what the heck?!?!) I said, "Noooo..." Then he said, "NCTS is doing research on U Turns" haha. as if we didn't know that, and that he himself actually did those research. but if he knew it was all about HIM, im dead. much dead-er than 'die-bitch-die girl'. [and lou, sir hs is yours. all of him, i dont want any of him. (as if i did)] [errr..pat!]

as usual i try my best to have as little 'house affairs' as possible, because i dont know. i might crack, with all this internal anger. (internal anger- from erring bus drivers, people and myself)

i have been 17 for 5 months now, and yes, life is a lot harder at this point. maybe because i am introduced to a lot of complexities now. and my immaturity doesn't help. sigh! but it's all part of life. and i am all part of this world.

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lastly, i like to thank ROB for all the wonderful things and moments you've shared with me. but then, you're just halfway around. maybe, someday, i could see you again (if i get very, very rich, which is not impossible). but you're still on earth, there's no stopping us from communicating. still friends. have a nice trip. and when you get lonely and homesick, run naked on the streets. (hehe, joke) basta, there's still the net. ü

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