pretentious. love.
i am a pretentious fool.
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i often quarrel with the least pretentious person in the world--my brother. well, maybe too much sincerity. he doent really mind anything. not an ounce of pretentiousness. he wore tights (yes the spandex types) to school one crazy, pants-less day. and that was because he can't wear shorts to chem lab. he talks, and doesn't pretend to be quiet, when it is needed. i always lecture (to his great dislike) him about behaving well in public, about not eating like a dog, not from the plate, but from the spoon (he bites fromn the spoon, and not takes food in using the spoon). about covering his mouth when he is coughing. well, not most about being pretentious, but maybe trying to appear not yourself at others.
so he hates it. he hates my pretentiousness. he always reasons that he doesnt have time for these things. i just thought thinking about pretending takes up time too! and perhaps, it has taken much of my time. but i also thought that being pretentious is good. maybe, only socially. but how bad can it be?
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last saturday, we had our SME fr. you know how frs work: bringing out your true self. but again, i must have thought about being pretentious: "i have done everything to deserve this org..." sh*t and all.
i was so happy about what happened not because the fr did not abuse, mutilate or dismember me 9and other applicants) but because i was myself. i really enjoyed it. and thanks.
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happy birthday to aymin, maeya vivo (few days ago), brando and basty (tomorrow).
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love now. i understand a bit of it now. maybe. perhaps. i need the my whole lifetime to understand a great deal of it. im not in a hurry. and NO, there is no love for me at the moment. im just babbling.
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acad break for 2 days: monday, tuesday. back to normal tomorrow. mp2 on friday, computer problem due next friday. es 13 next wednesday. geog 1 next next monday. mx on friday. reactor article on friday.
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im not doing little ms kem.
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i must get over horror film paranoia. stop imagining hand emerging from toilet, or ghost hanging upside down from celing or sudden "do you want to meet a ghost?" from the internet. no red tape on doors either.
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will be missing a lot of things this sem break. so sorry, if im teasing you all the time. (tumatakbo ang oras...)
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buddies, why why?
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i often quarrel with the least pretentious person in the world--my brother. well, maybe too much sincerity. he doent really mind anything. not an ounce of pretentiousness. he wore tights (yes the spandex types) to school one crazy, pants-less day. and that was because he can't wear shorts to chem lab. he talks, and doesn't pretend to be quiet, when it is needed. i always lecture (to his great dislike) him about behaving well in public, about not eating like a dog, not from the plate, but from the spoon (he bites fromn the spoon, and not takes food in using the spoon). about covering his mouth when he is coughing. well, not most about being pretentious, but maybe trying to appear not yourself at others.
so he hates it. he hates my pretentiousness. he always reasons that he doesnt have time for these things. i just thought thinking about pretending takes up time too! and perhaps, it has taken much of my time. but i also thought that being pretentious is good. maybe, only socially. but how bad can it be?
----
last saturday, we had our SME fr. you know how frs work: bringing out your true self. but again, i must have thought about being pretentious: "i have done everything to deserve this org..." sh*t and all.
i was so happy about what happened not because the fr did not abuse, mutilate or dismember me 9and other applicants) but because i was myself. i really enjoyed it. and thanks.
----
happy birthday to aymin, maeya vivo (few days ago), brando and basty (tomorrow).
----
love now. i understand a bit of it now. maybe. perhaps. i need the my whole lifetime to understand a great deal of it. im not in a hurry. and NO, there is no love for me at the moment. im just babbling.
----
acad break for 2 days: monday, tuesday. back to normal tomorrow. mp2 on friday, computer problem due next friday. es 13 next wednesday. geog 1 next next monday. mx on friday. reactor article on friday.
----
im not doing little ms kem.
----
i must get over horror film paranoia. stop imagining hand emerging from toilet, or ghost hanging upside down from celing or sudden "do you want to meet a ghost?" from the internet. no red tape on doors either.
----
will be missing a lot of things this sem break. so sorry, if im teasing you all the time. (tumatakbo ang oras...)
----
buddies, why why?
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