Saturday, February 04, 2006

stop

i need to stop fooling myself. i will not pass without studying. and i should stop procrastinating.

although i miraculously passed the first 131 exam (67%), (and studying more would have given me at most 8 percent more, because mina studied her ass off [if that was possible with that--] and well did not ace the test, but was the highest in class), i will monumentally fail my es 12 exam (but hey, who would pass it? a lot for this easy exam, i think).

although i got 100.5% (105% is perfection score) in eee1, i will probably get 70% in the second exam just because i procrastinated and crammed the last minute. if not for the wye-delta hand movements, i won't be able to memorize the transformations. but then i forgot that time-domain sinusoids needed to be in cosine before they could be transformed to phasors. darn.

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the student teacher dialogue is approaching, with 17 days to go. vinz is sharing the haggard spirit with everybody, and if she knew i moved my deadlines one week she'd go nuts (see, procrastinating).

okay. i have thought about it and i have decided to run. it will be a scary week for me (the fair week, which will also contain the miting de avance day, and election day), not for the fear of losing, but for the questions they will throw at me, which i stopped myself to give examples of. but i really looove prc, so i should be enjoying this.

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i am near the turning point in my life. i would finally be integrated into the adult world. (although i was informally integrated as soon as my bathcmates turned 18, because i have to follow suit). but in a individual level...i can vote! and drink! and watch R films! and well... yun lang. but i have to use the new freedom wisely. no drinking yet, because i need, and want my parents' approval, and why on earth would i go and drown myself in alcohol, which will be converted into sugars that will make me, fat. and fail school in the process. no voting until 2007, and im glad they called the no-el off. and R films are to be watched when needed, eg required in school (not required by interest), but perhaps... i think i'm mature enough.

and so i will stop hiding behind the minor wall (during maskipaps, where in people block the view shouting "minor! hindi pa pwede sa iyo yan!") and take on new responsibility. clean the streets perhaps. or world peace. or at least stop procrastinating, move some ass and study.
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belated happy birthday lovely carpo (jan 27).

advance happy birthday to mils (feb 6), rubie parani (feb 6), esther bolinguit (feb 7), tristan lanting (feb 10).

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